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Jul 5, 2017 23:38:31 GMT -5
Post by papilion on Jul 5, 2017 23:38:31 GMT -5
'cause tonight's the night the world begins again Naomi narrowed her eyes at his response. For someone who seemed so confident on the outside, he really was troubled on the inside. She was starting to discover just how insecure Carlo was, and it crushed her heart to see him beating himself up over something like this, which wasn't even such a big deal for her. She knocked her knuckles against his head lightly. "You idiot. You've known me long enough to know that if it really was your fault, I would call you out on it. Haven't our first few encounters taught you that?" Lover or not, she would be pissed if something happened that was deliberately his doing. Naomi wasn't the type of girl to sugarcoat things if they were really bad, not even for someone she cared for. This hot spring event was definitely not something she would be upset at him over. Her hands moved until they were around his back, and she pulled him in for an intimate embrace. She pressed her face against his neck as she closed her eyes and breathed him in. "I'm not the type of person to seriously get mad at you over something like this, or for any other ridiculous reason. If one of us did something wrong, we'll work it out together. That's what couples do." Slowly, her face heated up as she added, "I'm just as scared of losing you too you know? And...I hope you can be really comfortable around me someday." It hurt to hear that he wasn't. That there still seemed to be something holding him back. A large, nervous lump appeared in her throat as she continued to cling to him. Now would've been a good time for her to open up to him on her own feelings, maybe settle his insecurities about their relationship. But after what happened, and after hearing his explanations, she was too terrified of what it might do. Silently she hugged him tighter. How she hated the contest for throwing this on them all of a sudden. kingrex
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Jul 7, 2017 12:37:04 GMT -5
Post by kingrex on Jul 7, 2017 12:37:04 GMT -5
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| Rex flinched back when she racked him with knuckles, probably looking like a dog who'd just been flicked on it's snoot. Eyes wide and focused on her as she nearly scolded him for taking this so poorly. She mentioned being the brunt type, much like himself...He knew that, he did! But that didn't mean there were still things either of them would be hesitant about sharing, right?
The fear of hurting someone you care about can do some pretty crazy shit, if left unchecked. With a frown he again cowered his look away from the woman, she was really giving him a beating here, or that's how he felt at least. She pulled him close into a tight embrace, and he responded poorly at first, not moving until finally giving in and wrapping a gentle hold around her bare backside to cradle her as well.
As much as she kept saying she wasn't mad about this, it still wasn't enough to convince Carlo that it hadn't turned out to be a poor choice. His stubborn nature could do horrible things as much as it was a strong advantage to press forward in risky situations. And she was the only one he could truly feel comfortable around, and that was the problem.
The soldier still had a frown on his face as he peered at the room behind his girlfriend while they hugged, he swallowed down some awkward feelings before taking a breath. There was a lot of crap on his mind, stuff he felt like he should damn well nearly be screaming at Naomi, as loud as they were in his head. But after the horrible fiasco they'd just gotten out of, he figured it was best to keep quiet.
Carefully he'd try to push the woman back, just to get enough room to breath and give her a questionable look, “I get it...Seriously.” He muttered softly, “I'm still sorry though...You can't change my mind, this was my fault.” Carlo had sadly already decided that as a fact for himself, “..Can I just have a few minutes? I'll...meet you in the spring, if that's OK.” Rex almost sounded like he was begging as he leaned on his knees with blank stare at the floor beneath him.
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Jul 7, 2017 20:33:52 GMT -5
Post by papilion on Jul 7, 2017 20:33:52 GMT -5
'cause tonight's the night the world begins again Naomi could see that Carlo wasn't completely convinced, as he pulled her away from him to look at her. She wanted to argue further, insist that he wasn't at fault and to stop blaming himself for it, but she couldn't throw that on him now, not when he looked so tired and cowed. Maybe he did need some time to himself to sort it all out in his head. A part of her felt guilty for throwing this on him and pushing him to it. Biting back a sigh, she nodded to him, squeezed him tight, then let him go and got up from the bench. She opened up one of the lockers and grabbed a few towels for herself - it felt weird to change in front of him with this kind of mood hanging over their heads. Then she made her way to the other room where the hot spring was. Already she could feel the steam and the heat brushing across her face. Before entering, she stopped and glanced back over her shoulder at him. "I'm sorry too. I'll be waiting."In a few minutes, she had gotten out of her bikini, wrapped the towel around herself, and sank her entire body into the warm spring. She sat down, pulling her knees up to her chest, as she sighed, closing her eyes and leaning her head against the edge. Their conversation replayed over and over in her mind as she tried to think of something she could've said or done differently. It was no use. Even after all this time, it felt like she barely scratched the surface of who Carlo was. And maybe that was the reason Carlo was so scared. Another sigh. Already she missed his presence. Didn't he say something about wanting this trip to the hot springs to be better than the last one? Naomi clenched her teeth as she let out a huff. Stubborn idiot. kingrex
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Jul 7, 2017 21:41:27 GMT -5
Post by kingrex on Jul 7, 2017 21:41:27 GMT -5
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| You're such a fuck up!
That's all that kept running through Rex's mind as he sulked there on the bench by himself. All of it had turned out so horribly, or was he just blowing it out of proportion? It was hard for him to even focus on why he felt so...Bad. Was it because they were put on stage like that, or because they got cheated out from a free stay at the hot springs?
No it was something else. Something a lot more important that he just couldn't bring himself to admit. He hissed with aggravation, sharp teeth pouring out in a clenching frown before he reached to grab his face with a hand. It was painful to care about someone this much, and he wondered if it would actually amount to something that wasn't going to be a mountain of heart ache and regret some day...
It took a bit, but finally Rex calmed himself down enough he wasn't a hot mess of emotions. He settled on the fact that he wasn't going to let another trip to the hotspring turn out shitty between him and his new girlfriend. So with a few steadying breaths he changed himself into a towel and headed for the water.
They'd already seen plenty of each other...With and without clothes on, but Carlo still felt nervous when he saw the woman's bare backside and shoulders from the edge of the pool, hesitating in his steps before he finally dipped his feet in and took a gentle seat next to her. His gaze was filtered forward with a little heat of embarrassment to his cheeks.
Without saying a word the soldier leaned himself over to put his head on her shoulder or back, whatever was closest, nuzzling over. Sure it was childish, but he didn't care...He just wanted some affection after that horrible mishap. There was a distance between them now, and he was eager to close it if able.
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Jul 7, 2017 23:10:52 GMT -5
Post by papilion on Jul 7, 2017 23:10:52 GMT -5
'cause tonight's the night the world begins again It took a long while of waiting. Eventually Naomi got tired of thinking about what ifs or things that could've been had they acted differently. Not even being in the water helped soothe all the worry and doubt in her head, and it wasn't doing her any good. Instead her thoughts began shifting to what she really felt for Carlo. It was such a mess, even though she didn't show it. She couldn't even think about what would've happened if they never got together. If they never met, or one of them suddenly died. A cold shiver ran down her spine, despite the temperature of the room. Would it be better for her to tell him now, before that chance was taken away from her? No matter how much she thought of it that way, she couldn't bring herself to say it. Fear put a large lump in her throat and held her tongue. This between them right now - before this whole mess that is - was good, and she was afraid of losing it because she wanted more. She opened her eyes, thoughts pulled away at the sound of footsteps. Glancing up, she saw Carlo stepping into the spring as well, but didn't do or say anything else. He was the one who wanted space, so she left it to him whether he was done with that or not yet. After what she did earlier, she didn't want to seem pushy anymore. Only when he leaned closer and rested his head on her shoulder did she slide an arm around him, her gaze soft and warm. Her hand went up to scratch his scalp, massaging it lightly. kingrex
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Jul 7, 2017 23:58:16 GMT -5
Post by kingrex on Jul 7, 2017 23:58:16 GMT -5
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Jul 8, 2017 0:23:52 GMT -5
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Jul 8, 2017 0:21:20 GMT -5
Post by papilion on Jul 8, 2017 0:21:20 GMT -5
'cause tonight's the night the world begins again She knew that most of the horrible mood had passed when she felt Carlo loosen up against her. While she was well aware that this was not the last they'll see of the insecurities they had about each other - it had already happened a few times after all - she believed that they would get through them with their bull-headed determination as always. Her hand dropped to her side as he moved around to face her and began planting kisses on her lips. Naomi responded in kind, kissing him back and letting out a soft moan as she closed her eyes and tilted her head, giving Carlo better access to her neck. Shivers - pleasant ones this time - ran down her back and brought a warm, hot feeling in her center. They needed this badly, she knew. After an emotional rollercoaster ride, she needed to feel him with her in this moment. To remind herself that they were still together. She gave herself to the emotions, to the desire that was growing within her. As he pulled her flat against his chest, her hands ran up across his own lean and well-built torso to hold onto his shoulders. She kissed it a few times, before moving up to whisper in his ear. "This towel isn't going to fall off on its own," she challenged him with a sly grin. kingrex
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Jul 8, 2017 0:41:13 GMT -5
Post by kingrex on Jul 8, 2017 0:41:13 GMT -5
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